Another week. Still nothing new. Most of you probably know I talked to Michelle, and most of most of you know how it went. Yeah. Don’t really know what to add to that. I obviously was hoping for something else, but at least it didn’t make things weird. (I hope…?)
Of course, that leaves me with a feeling of monotony. Ya know, that “Same-shit-different-day” thing. Dunno what to do. What does one do when one can’t get a date…. ever? Well? You can’t blame anyone but yourself – it’s not the other person’s fault they don’t like you the same way. I don’t want to lay blame on anyone else, anyway. I want to figure out whats wrong, and fix it. I love having friends… its just sometimes I wish that wasn’t *all* I had.
This asking random people out thing that people talk about seems so weird to me; I just can’t see myself doing that. I don’t *want* to do that. Who wants to date a person they don’t know? I mean, you don’t want to start out knowinh everything about them… I can see where that would take a lot of the interesting parts of it. Agh, what would I even *begin* to know about dating? Nothing. Whatever. That’s enough for one night.
In other news.
Disneyland is on. Michelle found a sweet suite (sorry. had to.) and Mollie reserved it today. So we’re on. November 15-17 we’ll be in Anaheim. It’s gonna be awesome… maybe we can find one more person to go, to split the costs. It’s so funny, Chelle (who’s never been) and Mollie are just nuts about it. Still not sure about California Land, but we’ll just have to see, I suppose…
Let’s see, what else?
Oh! I think (95%) I’ve figured out how to run programs through X-Windows over a network. That means I can run a program from my computers here at home, on any computer with an X-server installed (most importantly the Linux terminals at school) (yay). This isn’t *that* big a deal… I would have been able to do this years ago, except for the stupid firewall in the Dorms. Damn dorms.
Anyways, I’ve got more ideas planned for this little chunk of 1’s and 0’s… I’m thinking of doing something similar to the Everything2 database. Except by hand. It’ll be good. Just you wait.
Anyways… good night for now. More tomorrow, probably.
Also…. added Everything2.com and slashdot.org to the links….